Thursday, March 16, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Emily Bilman

 


Emily Bilman, PhD is a poet-scholar who lives and writes Geneva, Switzerland. Her dissertation, The Psychodynamics of Poetry: Poetic Virtuality and Oedipal Sublimation in the Poetry of T.S. Eliot and Paul Valéry, with her poetry translations, was published by Lambert Academic in 2010 and Modern Ekphrasis in 2013 by Peter Lang, CH. Her poetry books, A Woman By A Well (2015), Resilience (2015), The Threshold of Broken Waters (2018), and Apperception (2020) were published by Troubador, UK. “The Tear-Catcher” won the first prize in depth poetry by The New York Literary Magazine. Poems were published in Deronda Review, The London Magazine, San Antonio Review, The Wisconsin Review, Expanded Field, Poetics Research, The Blue Nib, Tipton Poetry Journal, North of Oxford Journal, Otherwise Engaged Magazine, Literary Heist, The High Window, Wild Court, Remington Review, Book of Matches, Lothlorien Poetry Journal, Poets Live Anthology 4, OxMag, San Diego Poetry Anthology, Contemporary Poetry 2022, Ballast Journal, Soren Lit, Southern Arizona Press Anthologies, Poetry Salzburg Review. 

She blogs on her website. http://www.emiliebilman.wix.com/emily-bilman



My Feline Shadow


My cat’s tail twitches against my legs in content

As he follows my moods with his feline body.


My cat sprawls on the sculpted carpet 

Nonchalantly as if he were an ethereal ghost.


When I write I try to keep the ghosts out but ghosts, 

Like shadows, wander around without speech. 


Sometimes, I find my cat beneath my desk, 

Playing with the computer wires as if to connect


Me with all my friends. He has a big golden heart

Full of kindness reflected on his black button-nose 


As he jounces with surprise or wiggles his tail 

When he follows his own shadow or offers me


Silken scarves for play. Then, we regain our poise

Now as our shadows blend in sheer sunlight.


Thursday, March 9, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Carlene M. Gadapee


Carlene M. Gadapee teaches high school English and is the Associate Creative Director for The Frost Place Studio Sessions. Her poems have been published by Waterwheel Review, Smoky Quartz, Margate Bookie, English Journal, bloodroot, Wild Words, and elsewhere. Carlene resides with her husband in northern New Hampshire.


American Still Life with Milk

 

In my imagination, a milkman jingles to a stop,

tossing slack reins across an aging draw-horse’s

ample back. With practiced hands, he deftly

rattles the empties into faded wooden crates

to fill again. Cooled bottles glisten and wink,

and condensation beads at the rim. Tiny rivers

run and spot and dry on the dusty wagon bed.

 

“Git on Bessie,” echoes in my ears, recalling

times I never lived, and bottles I never held.


 

Coming Storms

 

Sheet lightning stretches

and winks. The metallic

smell of ozone is in the air.

No snug little house cradled

by beach roses, no fence

to stop sand from sifting

over the threshold. No old

woman lives here, only

horseshoe crabs. Tiny plovers

scuttle across broken steps,

etching letters into dust.

Greying and splintered

shutters creak on rusted

hinges, unable to block wind

and rain. No one visits,

not even to straighten

a broken chair or to sweep

one careful hand along

a silted sill. There’s no story.

Just shadows and ghosts.



Friday, March 3, 2023

GAS Featured Painter, Composer, Poet and Pianist: David Thomas Roberts

 



DavidThomasRoberts.com


Be:  Where were you raised and where do you live now?  I see a lot of “ragtime” videos and you post a lot of pictures of barns and country settings.  I was wondering how much your location might have colored your music and art?  How much do you feel your family has influenced your style of playing?


David:  I grew up in Jackson County, Mississippi, in the southeastern corner of the state, very near the Alabama state line. I count the village of Kreole as my hometown, though it was annexed by Moss Point in my teens, which I’ve always regretted. It was a world of savanna remnants and piney clusters, of our cousins’ little stores, of the Finn church and the forest just beyond, of the rude dreaminess of Bayou Cumbest, and the ongoing clamor of the paper mill, that destination of log trains clacking through the night. I was deeply affected by landscape and the nuances of place from very early in my memory. In addition to the pine thickets and buttercup savanna flourished much river swamp sporting the usual sensuous hardwoods, such as sweet bay magnolia, red bay and black gum. The Escatawpa River was nearby, and the mighty Pascagoula itself only a bit further. The mystery inherent in this heavy, ultra-green world became a central theme in my consciousness, and would remain a leering force in my work. I’ve carried the intrigue of structures pressed upon by the darkness of timber throughout my locale-obsessed life, reveling in its irreplaceable thrills from the Piney Woods of the Gulf South, to the Missouri Ozarks, to the Upper Peninsula of Michigan, just to mention the regions exerting the most intense hold upon me. 


I now live with my wife, Teresa, in Walnut Creek, California, in the east Bay Area, and have for some years.  We’ve known each other since our late teens, when we were attending the University of Southern Mississippi in Hattiesburg. Having been in and out of California for much of my adult life, I’ve developed a poetic relationship with much of this territory, too, especially far northern California and the subtly magical California Delta just east of here.  To say that I continue to prioritize a highly reflective, intimate relationship with place barely suggests how deeply influential this factor in my thought continues to be. It drives my longings and the lyricism of my sanity, and I daily dwell upon it as I endeavor to decide where an archive/museum devoted to my work should be created. 




Be:  Even with your unlimited and eclectic compositions such as “The Window” I hear a ragtime influence.  Are your compositions played exactly the same every time or do you add bits as you play, according to your mood or what you have in mind to express?  

Can others buy sheet music of your compositions or are you completely unique each time you play? 



David: Ragtime came into my life in early childhood, thanks to the late years of the first ragtime revival, which roughly lasted from 1949 to the early ‘60s. I lost contact with it, in effect, for some years, especially as I focused upon painting more than composing from age 9 to 14, after writing my first piece at age 8 (a waltz which I still play in concert!). It reentered my life as I was returning to composition much more intently, thanks to my discovery of the extraordinary music of Charles Ives, who utilized ragtime in his uniquely prescient, visionary, collage-like works. This was also the time when Joshua Rifkin’s first recording of Scott Joplin’s rags appeared on Nonesuch, a project that yanked me onto the path of becoming a ragtime composer and, in the view of many, the most significant one of the second half of the 20th century and beyond. Ragtime-based composing is but one face of my NeoRomantic language, though perhaps the most revealing, and thoroughly explored one. For me, the piano rag became an affectionate vehicle of lyrical, confessional utterance, a precious vessel for my most vulnerable and trusting expression.  One can’t miss my roots in Romantic piano music in general, or my love of hymns, much popular music and various ethnic expression when hearing such ragtime-based works as “Camille,” “Waterloo Girls,” “Pinelands Memoir,” “Through the Bottomlands,” “Roberto Clemente,” “Nahyr” and dozens of others. The sheer melodic appeal of these pieces as well as their unabridged, yearning expressivity, has much to do with my being disproportionately associated with ragtime to this day, despite the increasing availability of other branches of my musical output. It was as the composer of *Roberto Clemente* in particular that I found at least a cultish, niche recognition while still in my twenties. 


Like most other classical/art music/serious music composers, I greatly value the specificity and precision of scores, and my ragtime-based and other Americana/PanAmericana compositions are no exception. That said, I’m acceptant of very slight embellishments and hints of variation in many works in restrained keeping with the recorded legacies of 19th and early 20th century virtuosi such as Alfred Cortot, Ignaz Friedman and Vladimir de Pachmann, and what many of us like to think is the appropriate treatment of Midwestern rags as well, at least on the repeats of strains.


A great many of my piano pieces are published, and are generally available via my website, DavidThomasRoberts.com


Be: Have you been to many countries on concert tours? I saw that you played in Japan.  Do you paint when you travel? Do you feel your music and painting are closely connected somehow, like different expressions of the same ideas?  They both strike me as energetic and “jazzy”.)


David: I’ve performed in Canada, Norway and Japan, but would love to concertize in many other countries, including England and Brazil. I’m friendly with a good many people in Brazil, and am an admirer and interpreter of Ernesto Nazareth. These days I would be gratified to appear far more often here in the States, too.


As for links between visual art and composition, yes, they are deeply intertwined in my psyche; indeed, I’ve often referred to them as facets of the same invention. I’ve been engaged in polymathic expression nearly my entire life, and have relished the interplay between poetry, music and visual art from early on. When asked in the fourth grade what I wanted “to be,” I answered in accordance with what I’d been becoming for a while---“A painter, poet and musician.” By my mid-teens, I was fashioning the essentials to be explored in all three media right up to the present. Even then, my sensibility was in keeping with Kandinsky’s maxim that the purpose of art is to present mystery in terms of mystery, as an encounter with my earlier poems and paintings is likely to suggest.


In the Little Belt Mountains

by David Thomas Roberts


In the Little Belt Mountains lacquered and steered like a lunar galleon

Where ice lore yanks its own banquet into trances

And timber guffaws its prissy way to dream-history

Roars a cosmic tide beyond reckoning

Booming autotelic tales unregistered everlasting

As if treatises and haughty manuals were nothing more than

Bruised brickbats powdered in Butte alleyways,

Sweeping the troposphere in sacred arrogance

Oblivious to sing-song patter and horsepussy foundations

Orating wintergreen fortresses into rocket-jangled archives

Oh!

In the montane bevy of ramrod visions

Lodgepole pine and polestar fed

This jack-o'lantern-hearted glacier-blaster primed for centaur nights

Spikes the prank of oceans in spirit-heat

Rearing to grin from vortex to beer joint like some ascendant pumping station

Thrashing in limitless green-eyed delirium

Tossing Neihart like a frosty infant Jupiter bound

And hugging it back to the spinning wheel of stoves and log spasms

Sure as upland paroxysms grind their stories

And clocks are hummed to testify to green glimmer of night

This the stocking yammer and winter-warmer ongoing

When a continent romances itself to planets

In the cartography of ultimates

In this the book of singing explosions

In the Little Belt Mountains.



Be:  I see a lot of sexual imagery in your poetry and a lot of your paintings.  Is that a conscious or intuitive thing?  (Sometimes it feels there’s something haunting there.)



David: You are so right! It’s surprising that this evident and provocative theme has never been mentioned in earlier interviews with me. It indeed speaks of a haunting that has been with me from earlier than my conscious memory can access, it seems. It was very upsetting to hear about the existence of sex when I was perhaps 9. When I told my mother about this, she uncomfortably confirmed the reality of the reproductive act, and said that she had tried to inform me when I was much younger but had desisted because I became nearly hysterical. Even into early adulthood, I never fully accepted it as a facet of this life that I was certain I could embrace. The tension between being galvanized by eroticism and burdened by disquiet, anguish and rage at its infusion in the world, remains a contorted presence in my consciousness and work.  








Be:  Are you still actively composing, painting and writing.  Have you ever had long periods where you didn’t feel creative? If so, how did you handle that?


David:  Oh, I’m always at work in one medium or another, and prefer to be in the thick of efforts in all media simultaneously. For me, writing, making visual art and composing are not optional actions, but obsessive drives, screamingly visceral needs and purposes.  My sense of rightness, fragile as it is anyway, would be crippled without fidelity to these drives that are the carriers of my very notion of selfhood.  


Be: I suspect you make your living through the arts.  Care to elaborate?


David: What income I’ve ever generated has resulted from my life as an artist. Composition commissions, sales of paintings and drawings, concerts, and sales of recordings and sheet music have provided my income. The only day job I ever had lasted about a week, but fulfilled its purpose---to fund my entering the state chess championship in Natchez in the summer of 1973. As it turned out, this was part of a crucial chain of events, as it led to my meeting a young man whom I would befriend at college three months later and who would soon introduce me to Teresa Jones, the indisputable love of my life. 


These days, the creation of my archive as the world grows increasingly insecure and, for me, inhospitable, is a relentless concern. I continue to hope for a decisive benefactor’s emergence, but accept that I might well be forced to disseminate and promote my work as never before to guarantee the creation of this citadel.  



David Thomas Roberts





Thursday, February 23, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Karlostheunhappy


Karlostheunhappy is a Welsh born resident of the dark Forest of Dean in England, just on the Welsh border. His work has been featured in it (International Times) and Beatdom as well as numerous anthologies. His first collection, OBLIVION: 200 Seasons of Pain & Magic is the summation of 30 years of writing and is available now through Amazon on both sides of the Atlantic and good
independent bookstores. He is the current International Beat Poet Laureate for England 2022-23 as awarded by the National & International Beat Poetry Foundation (US). Find out more at gloomyforpleasure.com



porch chimes
chime
the arrival of the wind



HYMN FOR ATHEISTS

Commit bodies unto the soil
or receive them as wisps and ash;
pour souls of the long universal night into the air,
absorb them into memory,
mean less than birdsong,
more than mortar.




autumn – she disturbs
leaves with a wave of her palm
of air; carefree, bored




NO HAIKU FOR BASHO

Snow gazing,
the son of a samurai
walking days to collect
flower gifts for city friends.

Finding haiku
with each floating colour
of Spring blossom,
each moonlit temple.


Thursday, February 16, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Karen Pierce Gonzalez

 


    Karen Pierce Gonzalez’s poetry credits include True North (Origami Poems Project microchap), and the forthcoming chapbooks: Coyote In the Basket of My Ribs (Alabaster Leaves), Down River with Li Po  (Black Cat Poetry Review). Her fiction, non-fiction have appeared in numerous publications, and two of her plays have been staged.

    She is also an assemblage artist who follows the grain of tree bark, the threads in textiles, and endless streams of color. Her art has shown in several galleries and has also appeared in several literary journals.




The heartbreaking geometry of an origami heart   

                                                             

is there in the tri-fold red and white rice paper I stuff into the cracks of my four chambers to stop them from splitting apart. Asymmetrical sheets once square, now creased, slip into the seams, slide down beating walls; stick to the flesh of prayers.

 

Layered, diagonal and vertical lines swell; rectangular corners round out just enough for me to stand odd-angled, chest high in new dreams: grey grassland cranes, blue-tail butterflies, and wet, jumping frogs rise up from the crevices.

 

*after Restoration, Jenifer Yuriko Nogaki

 

 

 

 In a Bird Cage   (Haibun)

 

Strong coffee with cream, Ruby’s favorite. She slowly pours boiling liquid into her favorite cup, thick and hand-painted like her. Then stirs in condensed milk, easy to store in very small spaces. With broad strokes, she spoon-mixes the two until hot and cold meld. Hands rubbing the mug’s decorative buds, she whistles to her canary wake up. When it warbles back, Ruby sits on their shared plaid perch and sips as it sings.

 

winter blooms stay closed

morning sunlight too late

petals won’t blossom

 



Isotropic stardust: me 

Behind a star in Hercules’s shoulder,

I hide from astronomer probes

searching to dissect, colonize

 

leaked radio waves, barely heard,

whisper there are cracks

in this constellation’s armor

 

I tightly hold his upper arm.

 

If I let go, I could drift into a black hole valley

or sink to the bottom of a frozen planetary sea

partially thawed by the heat of my despair -

 

I would be lost. 

 

Beneath me, Earth— a pinball

in a game I no longer play—

pings against others in the Milky Way

 

my first home, once-believed-to-be my only home,

moves too closely to others, has boundary issues,

does not yield enough

 

As above, so below

the sages of that world explain

the constant push-pull;  at first too small to be seen

 

my body rippled

from collisions billions of years away,     

I space-swam to this kneeling giant—

 

nicked by asteroids, poked by scientific claims—

and now kiss his shifting seams -

love them, for their own fractured sake.

 



on track


sun and moon lights, wired together over a railroad junction, signal to flagmen

 

stop  go    stop  go    stop  go

 

in the train’s coach, we whir by a town: flat walls, blank windows, street lamps unlit  

 

stop  go    stop  go    stop  go

 

the conductor eyes the horizon rising above parched sidewalks, unpeopled streets and stokes steam-powered engine; smoke 

billows up –


stop  go    stop  go    stop  go

 

the end of that line is a tree branch climbing into the sky,

mouths open, we see our reflections

 

in the rail car’s leaf-streaked glass 

 

 


Among Phantoms

                             After Ghost Forest, Jack Bedell

I

 

If I do this

            lay down in the boat

 

so as not to fall out

             I will miss the silhouette

 

of nothing here

            a thinning horizon

 

a cypress graveyard 

            haunted grove of leafless limbs

           

stripped by oil-greed

a wasteland

 

crows no longer murder

            beavers no longer dam.

 

II

 

What trunked certainty I had

            about regrowth wavers

 

without windbreak

            lichen cannot cling 

 

fog skirts roll up

            sawgrass shores, naked.

 

III

 

Nature’s margins

are now muted

           

evolutionary prattle 

            rains from low-lying clouds

           

onto this skiff                                   

            spine absorbs water

 

hull heavy, I sink to the bottom

            of what little I know.

 

Silt cradles me —

            innocence rises to the surface

 

ebbs towards ghost forest

            fingers trace bark braille

 

silent

stories remember being told.                        

                                   


 


Still in the Sea