Thursday, November 2, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Nicole Kimball

 


Nicole Kimball is an emerging poet from SLC, UT. Her pieces are published in Sunspot Lit, Mom Egg Review, Sky Island Journal, 12 Mile Review, or are forthcoming. A four-time Best of the Net Nominee, her artwork is featured in downtown Salt Lake.



Burdens 


I am the burden of life– the sound of night 

breaking into two, beading into fine firelight.

My worry of things that will never happen stay transfixed in wax 

where a listening ear once was connected to a head. 

My body speaks like a mule. Hemoglobin 

slowly heats before thawing past the point of excitement. 

Is this when love is turned to grease? 

On cold days, the roses of the garden drool in sugary scent

until frostbite enjoys the whole meal.  It is sad, but yes–

the most beautiful things grow old and collapse into the hands that 

gave them life. 




Reunion 


This very same light once flooded you–

the fluttering orb of child’s play. The light 

of a dance above the sea, the tides lost in the sand’s milk. 

You felt the peace of owning the right heart, ventricles 

sewn thickly with human bone and human falter.  

This very same child once flooded you–

The bareness of what you love and what you know 

you shouldn’t.





Thursday, October 26, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Bart Solarczyk


Bart Solarczyk is a lifelong resident of Pittsburgh, PA. Over the past forty years his poems have been published in print & online in a variety of magazines, journals, anthologies, broadsides & chapbooks. He is the author of three full-length collections of poetry including his most recent book, Carried Where We Go, available from Redhawk Publications on Amazon.  
 

An Old Man Being Me 
  
If I must be an old man 
this is how I’ll be: 
  
what I see in the mirror  
pain & goodness in my heart 
the poison I breathe 
& the shit that passes through me 
  
wounded ducks in a row 
beer in the backyard  
a dead wife plump with memories 
& no new wife required 
  
television as white noise 
poems plastered to that frequency  
a mouthful of green fog 
stay hungry, exhale slowly 
  
limping but still moving 
reading then forgetting  
sleeping in a chair  
dreaming ghosts are people  
  
going to the doctor 
going to the doctor 
going to the doctor 
& sometimes there’s good news 
  
what lives behind my eyes  
backflipping pages 
no hero, no ascension  
just an old man being me.  
  
  
  
Sun & Leaves 
  
This is fucked up 
I have cancer 
  
I’m cold 
& my ass hurts 
  
through the window  
a world away 
  
a golden sun 
warms green leaves 
  
but in here 
I have cancer 
  
it’s fucked up 
I watch the window 
  
sun & leaves 
my ass hurts 
  
I’m cold. 
  
  
  
4 Haiku  
  
not quite there- 
preparing for 
my sponge bath 
  
  
ten-thousand 
kindnesses 
& grief still wins 
  
  
driving to the doctor - 
wounded city framed 
in morning’s windshield  
  
  
wings to dust -  
the nothing  
we become  
  
  
  
School Prayer 
  
Bullet holes 
in blackboards 
  
kids & cops 
& killers 
  
America please 
stop it with the guns.  
  
  
  
Write It Down 
  
Write it down 
so you know 
it really happened 
  
write it down 
to bring truth 
to a lie 
  
write it down 
like a Valentine 
love me 
  
while the air 
is still sweet 
write it down.  
 


Thursday, October 19, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Jeff Weddle


Jeff Weddle grew up Prestonsburg, a small town in the Appalachian foothills of eastern Kentucky. He has lived, worked, and/or studied in New Hampshire, Maine, Tennessee, Mississippi and, for almost twenty years, Alabama, where he teaches in the School of Library and Information Studies at the University of Alabama. Over the years he has been a newspaper reporter, a radio disc jockey, a fry cook, a Tae Kwon Do teacher, an English teacher, a public library director, and a barfly, among other things. He is the author of sixteen books, most of which are available through Amazon and other online retailers, but the two publications of which he is most proud would be difficult for most people to acquire. The first of these is a poem which a friend had tattooed on her arm without first mentioning it, and that one is hard to beat. The second is his selected poems, VRITMË NËSE KE KOQE, translated into Albanian by the esteemed Fadil Bajraj and published in Kosovo by SabaiumBB. As with the tattoo, one would have difficulty trying to find this book in an online bookstore. Not that anyone asked, but Jeff strongly advocates “The Six Golden Rules of Writing,” proposed by novelist Ernest J. Gaines, for anyone seeking to improve their work. These are: “Read, read, read and write, write, write.” He believes anything beyond these rules, other than lived experience, just gets in the way. Jeff’s writing has been influenced by many of the old dogs, though Barry Hannah, Richard Brautigan, Ernest Hemingway, Raymond Carver, Kenneth Patchen, Etgar Keret, Lyn Lifshin and Charles Bukowski lead the pack.

 

 

 


 

Ménage a Trois

 

Bear with me, please. After all, this is only a movie.

The story is lewd, but that is so often the case.

Boy meets girl. Girl meets girl.

All the drinking and sweat.

Pictures torn from old magazines.

The girl — the first one — has a limp from an undefined mishap.

Poor thing. Plus, she is plain.

The second girl never shows.

The boy is torn between his mother and the limp.

He yearns for the second girl,

but that’s wasted angst.

Bear with me.

The second girl lives a thousand years ago.

So, no wonder.

She is beautiful but feels incomplete.

The boy wishes on a star.

The girl with the limp contemplates the moon and time.

A thousand years before, the second girl dreams of ecstasy.

The girl with the limp thinks of this

as the boy slips his hand between her legs.

The boy thinks of this as the girl with the limp undoes his pants.

That’s when the mother walks into the room.

That’s when the girl wakes up a thousand years ago.

Everyone is drenched but far from satisfied.

The mother, embarrassed, wanders off to drink.

Roll credits.

 

 


 

 

Time is a Form of Gravity

 

Old men with theatrical grudges,

old wrongs, imagined clues,

lost photographs.

 

There were misplaced apologies

that might have helped.

Old fires with their killing smoke.

The failure of the dance, even that.

 

Good days sinning with young maidens

and clumsy exits, prideful.

 

The room where they met.

The years.

 

Now, brittle bones

and minds fallen into caves.

 

Carnivorous fears,

the loss of what was only wished for.

 

Hands held and dropped,

the selfish theatre of desire

with act five in disarray.

 

Nothing left but the curtain.

No roses, no bows.

 

The audience long since lost.

 

 

 


Quantum Entanglement, Maybe

 

On June 12 1954, a woman of clear spirit

saw your face, just as it is now,

right this moment.

She was eating a ham and Swiss sandwich

on sourdough bread, plenty of mayonnaise,

and drinking a glass of sweet tea

with lemon.

She always had lemon with her tea

to cut through the sugar,

though she required both flavors

for optimum enjoyment.

Your face flashed into her mind

with your eyes looking directly into hers.

It was quite an intense experience

for anyone on June 12 1954,

let alone a woman of clear spirit.

In truth, she almost stopped

eating her sandwich

but it was her only chance for lunch

before heading back to her job

at the bank and she was still hungry.

Five minutes later she had forgotten

your face. She glanced in her mirror

and straitened her blouse.

Back to the salt mines.

 

 

 

Lovers in Love

 

It is love, of course.

It is impossible.

He is he, after all.

She is she.

It is love that plunges the knife.

They would be together

if everyone knew everything,

but no one knows much

and most know nothing.

But it is love.

The mind staggers.

It is the sort of love

that destroys sleep

but feeds dreams.

That sort of thing.

Impossible.

You will see them here

each day

if you watch.

There will be a tip of the hat.

A nod.

 

 

 


My Bag of Sorrows

 

Also, I must tell you

that I am unhappy

with several things.

I do not like

the disappearance of cats

from the world,

an event you might protest

has not happened,

but I assure you

that you have only not noticed.

I detest that I can look

in a person’s eyes

and know the time and manner

of their death.

I’ve won more than my share of bar bets

with this trick,

but haven’t felt especially

good about it, even so.

I weep that my dreams come true

in only sad and trivial ways.

Like my recurring dream

of loud customers

in checkout lines

who are always

twelve cents short of their bill.

It is a mystery where the cats have gone.

It is also a mystery when I will die

and in what manner.

No one sees me the way I see the world.

Now let me look at you,

if you still wish it.

I will tell you many things

about fate and forever.

It will be a story of beautiful regret,

but you will never know

if I am lying.