Thursday, November 9, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Linda Bratcher Wlodyka

 


Linda Bratcher Wlodyka is the Massachusetts, Beat Poet Laureate, 2023-2025. In the summer of 2023, Linda was chosen as a contributor to WordxWord a summer poetry festival in the Berkshires where she collaborated with a team of poets creating a very large poem that was read aloud for the audience at The Mount. She also has held the position as a docent at The Mount, Edith Wharton’s summer home in Lenox, MA from 2002 -2006. She retired as an educator from Mt. Greylock Regional School District in Williamstown in 2020. Linda’s poem, Secret Cottage, was voted Best in the Berkshires in 2012 and she was invited to the Colonial Theater in Pittsfield, MA to read that poem. Linda also has had three poems published in Red Barn Volume I, in 2016 after attending Peter Bergman's workshop at Arrowhead the historic homestead of author Herman Melville in Pittsfeld, MA. Linda has 3 chapbooks previously self-published, Her Spirited Cameo, Voices from the Blue Room and Tick Tock. If Brambles Were Bookends Collected Poems, is Linda’s first full length poetry collection released September 2023. Her poems have been widely anthologized throughout the United States. She is a member of the Florence Poet’s Society and has recently been involved reading and choosing poems for publication in the anthology, Silkworm and Naugatuck River Review.

Days Infinitesimal Like the Lives of Mannequins

 “It’s strange how time can make a place shrink, makes its strangeness ordinary.”

-Veronica Roth

 

Sunrise unzips another dawn, days infinitesimal

I count time in hours, minutes like a clock

that ages this ragged world. If all clocks

stopped, would I know of time and its essence?

 

I imagine time standing still like the lives of mannequins

in storefront window casements of uninhabited

businesses. Sometimes clothed, often naked, 

their posture is unhuman-like, bent in erratic

 

eerie positions, while their vacant eyes gaze 

endlessly, focusing on nothing, complexion flawless, 

figure slight. A purse dangles from a wrist ready for an

outing, a date, a chance to escape this window’s prison.

 

Another wears a wristwatch not set to correct 

time a convenient denial. Time is just a construct 

to manipulate history and human activity.

Sundials an ancient time teller clocking the day’s

 

passing seems an appropriate alternative.

Sundown zips up another day as dusk fades to black. 

I watch night’s stars flicker, a comet soar, an 

orange moon appear from behind a mountain’s 

 

crest, a falling star. I ignore time and its passing, 

revel in the black sky, the illumination of  fireflies,

their ability to create light within their tiny bodies 

never bowing to sunshine, married to the night.




Palette

 

It was the gray furniture I chose to buy. 

The pandemic caused shortages.

I wasn’t sure the likes of elephant skin gray, dolphin gray,                                                                                                                                                              

or tree bark gray could wow or enhance my living room. 

I say, “It’s the yellow walls that matter.”  Benjamin Moore 

paint offers a Hawthorne yellow which glows amber.  

It is also an exterior color seen on two hundred year old 

colonial houses. It suits my walls.

 

I chose poetic pillows: “Happiness depends upon ourselves.” 

Not that I love throw pillows all that much. They cannot replace 

a bed pillow for comfort. Decorators call them accent pillows.

Leave them on an unoccupied chair, accent complete.  

 

A crafter from Etsy made them. I presume they saw this room. 

The pillow is gray, yellow, white and black, patterned in swatches, 

a random collage.  Butterflies, three black chickens, (which I could 

have sworn were crows from the online image), vines, leaves, flowers 

and a hashtag of stripes comprise this collage. My curiosity kills me 

when it comes to the chicken wire fence. It looks like the chickens 

flew the coop proudly perched up on that branch.

 

I add some furniture scarves which are the same color as the pillows.

Tiny flowers, berries, vines, kittens, butterflies and tiny black, white- haired 

nymphs which appear to present as female sit amongst the flora. 

I believe I chose this wonderland to keep fantasy alive in my living room, 

lend some magic to a mundane moment. 

 

New lamps seem to be in order. They are metal, donning black leafy vines,  

with white shades. I imagine the cats and nymphs will someday escape their 

lair, hoist themselves onto the vined lamp, sit pretty grinning at me 

like the Cheshire Cat. Then they’ll swing off the lamp, plop into my 

cold drink, talk gibberish while swimming in my Pino Grigio.




 Uprooted Persimmon

 

More than the silence I ache for a whisper

wanting to know why all these turquoise bottles

were packed in a box too heavy to be moved

and why the linen napkins were now

posing as packing material when they belong

with fresh tablecloths and the shirt you wore

when I saw you last year.

 

More than the silence I ache for an envelope,

expressions of polite gratitude, a complimentary

high five to your recent successes, but there were

none to be had in a world so troubled by doubt, fear, 

anxious people wanting something to reach for besides

another day of solitude preferable to the loud screeching

of tires that sped down the auto raceway three houses away.

 

More than the silence I ache for familiarity

the smell of clean laundry drying on the line

rose scents wafting across the meadow into a yard

so bright with orange lilies and yellow sun drops even

a caravan of carnival actors could not appear this brilliant.

Remembering a cascading waterfall coupled with our 

drenching  hair last summer, is all that I can fathom now.

 

More than the silence I ache for a small token,

a shiny bauble like a crow would place by your door,

a lost charm from a broken bracelet, the engraved message

now worn, weathered, beaten down by time, 

hidden for years near a culvert where a young girl

climbed off a young boy after kissing him on the mouth

snagging her wrist amongst the grapevines where lovers hide.

 

More than the silence I ache for the taste of luscious fruit a

riper than ripe peach, strawberries, sugared rhubarb, fresh mint,

and the oolong leaves you placed in my ceramic pitcher, iced to 

perfection like the cubes a bartender drops in a cocktail glass.

I recall a ten dollar bill that was left on the bar the last time I saw 

you. You, always a generous patron.  I was already out the door 

walking to a place that I call home hoping you were in pursuit behind me.

 

 More than the silence, I ache for another page to turn, 

I read your stories, a familiar poem you finished for me when 

tears flowed down my cheek, landed against your forearm. 

Even now you still blot the streaks of fluid that leave a salty streak 

against our flesh, your tender kiss like a tincture. This poem survives 

in all its first line repetition, like a cherished relic, a coveted object. 

If it were not for the uprooted persimmon I’d call out your name in tongues.



 If Brambles Were Bookends

 

If brambles were bookends, 

my hand would gingerly slide 

three leather - bound volumes of 

your original poetry books off

your shelf. Each word I read aloud 

would place emphasis on your

interpretation, never mine.

 

This shelf, a mesmerism, shared 

by bibliophiles, poets, sages, 

wordsmiths, etymologists, and those 

indulging in brambles, is a stoic shelf,

not meant to cast doubt. One

might inquire as to its architectural

stature, its organic origins, its ability 

to protect itself. Like poison ivy it

innately lies in wait for its victim.

 

Each bramble nods as if to agree

that its purpose for being is more 

than your poems, more than what 

I meant to say, as if the beginning 

never mattered, more substance

given to what lies in between.

 

And what lies in between feels

coarser than words spoken, 

more trying than the discourse

between the end and the middle

of poetic words. The ones you

once made reference to as 

pretentious; words brambled.

 

If brambles were bookends, I could

place a wreath adorned with blossoms,

not toxic fragrance like Rappaccini’s

daughter exhaled, but fragrant like 

honeysuckle, dew of nymphs. Each 

blossom would enhance a bramble, 

expose its prickly fibers,

tempt others to touch them.

 

If brambles were bookends, your

books, your words, would be 

believed by every naysayer known.

No matter what scorn one feels, it

would be revealed in your words.

One could drink from the cup of your

poison nostalgia, interpret each phrase as

a critique to live by, secretly abhor the 

temptation that your bramble belies.

 

I would return the three books. 

I would place them spine side in, 

revel in the fact that none of your 

words were anything but bumbling 

idolatry admittance of your innermost

phobias, deserving of a shelf of 

scrub-brush bramble.

 

If brambles were bookends, I would  

dismantle the barbs, allow them and 

your books to fall away through the cracked,

rotted floorboards, to an eternal doom,

the lost language of you.

 

 

 

 

Thursday, November 2, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Nicole Kimball

 


Nicole Kimball is an emerging poet from SLC, UT. Her pieces are published in Sunspot Lit, Mom Egg Review, Sky Island Journal, 12 Mile Review, or are forthcoming. A four-time Best of the Net Nominee, her artwork is featured in downtown Salt Lake.



Burdens 


I am the burden of life– the sound of night 

breaking into two, beading into fine firelight.

My worry of things that will never happen stay transfixed in wax 

where a listening ear once was connected to a head. 

My body speaks like a mule. Hemoglobin 

slowly heats before thawing past the point of excitement. 

Is this when love is turned to grease? 

On cold days, the roses of the garden drool in sugary scent

until frostbite enjoys the whole meal.  It is sad, but yes–

the most beautiful things grow old and collapse into the hands that 

gave them life. 




Reunion 


This very same light once flooded you–

the fluttering orb of child’s play. The light 

of a dance above the sea, the tides lost in the sand’s milk. 

You felt the peace of owning the right heart, ventricles 

sewn thickly with human bone and human falter.  

This very same child once flooded you–

The bareness of what you love and what you know 

you shouldn’t.





Thursday, October 26, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Bart Solarczyk


Bart Solarczyk is a lifelong resident of Pittsburgh, PA. Over the past forty years his poems have been published in print & online in a variety of magazines, journals, anthologies, broadsides & chapbooks. He is the author of three full-length collections of poetry including his most recent book, Carried Where We Go, available from Redhawk Publications on Amazon.  
 

An Old Man Being Me 
  
If I must be an old man 
this is how I’ll be: 
  
what I see in the mirror  
pain & goodness in my heart 
the poison I breathe 
& the shit that passes through me 
  
wounded ducks in a row 
beer in the backyard  
a dead wife plump with memories 
& no new wife required 
  
television as white noise 
poems plastered to that frequency  
a mouthful of green fog 
stay hungry, exhale slowly 
  
limping but still moving 
reading then forgetting  
sleeping in a chair  
dreaming ghosts are people  
  
going to the doctor 
going to the doctor 
going to the doctor 
& sometimes there’s good news 
  
what lives behind my eyes  
backflipping pages 
no hero, no ascension  
just an old man being me.  
  
  
  
Sun & Leaves 
  
This is fucked up 
I have cancer 
  
I’m cold 
& my ass hurts 
  
through the window  
a world away 
  
a golden sun 
warms green leaves 
  
but in here 
I have cancer 
  
it’s fucked up 
I watch the window 
  
sun & leaves 
my ass hurts 
  
I’m cold. 
  
  
  
4 Haiku  
  
not quite there- 
preparing for 
my sponge bath 
  
  
ten-thousand 
kindnesses 
& grief still wins 
  
  
driving to the doctor - 
wounded city framed 
in morning’s windshield  
  
  
wings to dust -  
the nothing  
we become  
  
  
  
School Prayer 
  
Bullet holes 
in blackboards 
  
kids & cops 
& killers 
  
America please 
stop it with the guns.  
  
  
  
Write It Down 
  
Write it down 
so you know 
it really happened 
  
write it down 
to bring truth 
to a lie 
  
write it down 
like a Valentine 
love me 
  
while the air 
is still sweet 
write it down.  
 


Thursday, October 19, 2023

GAS Featured Poet: Jeff Weddle


Jeff Weddle grew up Prestonsburg, a small town in the Appalachian foothills of eastern Kentucky. He has lived, worked, and/or studied in New Hampshire, Maine, Tennessee, Mississippi and, for almost twenty years, Alabama, where he teaches in the School of Library and Information Studies at the University of Alabama. Over the years he has been a newspaper reporter, a radio disc jockey, a fry cook, a Tae Kwon Do teacher, an English teacher, a public library director, and a barfly, among other things. He is the author of sixteen books, most of which are available through Amazon and other online retailers, but the two publications of which he is most proud would be difficult for most people to acquire. The first of these is a poem which a friend had tattooed on her arm without first mentioning it, and that one is hard to beat. The second is his selected poems, VRITMË NËSE KE KOQE, translated into Albanian by the esteemed Fadil Bajraj and published in Kosovo by SabaiumBB. As with the tattoo, one would have difficulty trying to find this book in an online bookstore. Not that anyone asked, but Jeff strongly advocates “The Six Golden Rules of Writing,” proposed by novelist Ernest J. Gaines, for anyone seeking to improve their work. These are: “Read, read, read and write, write, write.” He believes anything beyond these rules, other than lived experience, just gets in the way. Jeff’s writing has been influenced by many of the old dogs, though Barry Hannah, Richard Brautigan, Ernest Hemingway, Raymond Carver, Kenneth Patchen, Etgar Keret, Lyn Lifshin and Charles Bukowski lead the pack.

 

 

 


 

Ménage a Trois

 

Bear with me, please. After all, this is only a movie.

The story is lewd, but that is so often the case.

Boy meets girl. Girl meets girl.

All the drinking and sweat.

Pictures torn from old magazines.

The girl — the first one — has a limp from an undefined mishap.

Poor thing. Plus, she is plain.

The second girl never shows.

The boy is torn between his mother and the limp.

He yearns for the second girl,

but that’s wasted angst.

Bear with me.

The second girl lives a thousand years ago.

So, no wonder.

She is beautiful but feels incomplete.

The boy wishes on a star.

The girl with the limp contemplates the moon and time.

A thousand years before, the second girl dreams of ecstasy.

The girl with the limp thinks of this

as the boy slips his hand between her legs.

The boy thinks of this as the girl with the limp undoes his pants.

That’s when the mother walks into the room.

That’s when the girl wakes up a thousand years ago.

Everyone is drenched but far from satisfied.

The mother, embarrassed, wanders off to drink.

Roll credits.

 

 


 

 

Time is a Form of Gravity

 

Old men with theatrical grudges,

old wrongs, imagined clues,

lost photographs.

 

There were misplaced apologies

that might have helped.

Old fires with their killing smoke.

The failure of the dance, even that.

 

Good days sinning with young maidens

and clumsy exits, prideful.

 

The room where they met.

The years.

 

Now, brittle bones

and minds fallen into caves.

 

Carnivorous fears,

the loss of what was only wished for.

 

Hands held and dropped,

the selfish theatre of desire

with act five in disarray.

 

Nothing left but the curtain.

No roses, no bows.

 

The audience long since lost.

 

 

 


Quantum Entanglement, Maybe

 

On June 12 1954, a woman of clear spirit

saw your face, just as it is now,

right this moment.

She was eating a ham and Swiss sandwich

on sourdough bread, plenty of mayonnaise,

and drinking a glass of sweet tea

with lemon.

She always had lemon with her tea

to cut through the sugar,

though she required both flavors

for optimum enjoyment.

Your face flashed into her mind

with your eyes looking directly into hers.

It was quite an intense experience

for anyone on June 12 1954,

let alone a woman of clear spirit.

In truth, she almost stopped

eating her sandwich

but it was her only chance for lunch

before heading back to her job

at the bank and she was still hungry.

Five minutes later she had forgotten

your face. She glanced in her mirror

and straitened her blouse.

Back to the salt mines.

 

 

 

Lovers in Love

 

It is love, of course.

It is impossible.

He is he, after all.

She is she.

It is love that plunges the knife.

They would be together

if everyone knew everything,

but no one knows much

and most know nothing.

But it is love.

The mind staggers.

It is the sort of love

that destroys sleep

but feeds dreams.

That sort of thing.

Impossible.

You will see them here

each day

if you watch.

There will be a tip of the hat.

A nod.

 

 

 


My Bag of Sorrows

 

Also, I must tell you

that I am unhappy

with several things.

I do not like

the disappearance of cats

from the world,

an event you might protest

has not happened,

but I assure you

that you have only not noticed.

I detest that I can look

in a person’s eyes

and know the time and manner

of their death.

I’ve won more than my share of bar bets

with this trick,

but haven’t felt especially

good about it, even so.

I weep that my dreams come true

in only sad and trivial ways.

Like my recurring dream

of loud customers

in checkout lines

who are always

twelve cents short of their bill.

It is a mystery where the cats have gone.

It is also a mystery when I will die

and in what manner.

No one sees me the way I see the world.

Now let me look at you,

if you still wish it.

I will tell you many things

about fate and forever.

It will be a story of beautiful regret,

but you will never know

if I am lying.