If you would, please partake of a sample from “Identity Crisis” on page 19:
“I don’t want to live in vain
I want to be like Steven B. Smith
Maybe Salinger
A .44 Magnum
Not just a Derringer
Johnny Cash, Johnny Carson, Gary Larsen
Tearing down Bergen-Belsen, Washington D.C.
Garfield and Odie, O.D., and Oh Die
I want to give Peace a chance
But be able to accept that War
Is her partner in the cosmic dance
Accept that both are lies
That nothing in this universe is left to chance”
Now you know what I’m talking about. I’m thinking about one meaning, then another, and they open and stretch my mind a bit. After reading some of these heavy-hitting phonetic logjammers, I like to take a break. I let the language challenge me and tickle my brain.
I also couldn’t help but think of the radical feminist theologian Mary Daly, (1928-2010,) and her “Gyn/Ecology: The Metaethics of Radical Feminism” (1978). She was a thinker who actually made an entire universe of words with double meanings, more effective meanings, and a middle finger up to the patriarchy. Check out her “Webster’s First New Intergalactic Wickedary of the English Language” if you’re curious.
In any case, “Rattle & Numb” is also filled with the manic exuberance of pure genius. You can tell that some of the poems were lightning bolts that wrote themselves, while others had to have taken many hours to perfect. He is not shy about his sexuality or challenges he has faced. Deaths, loves unrequited and very-quited. (See what I did there?) Trippy, philosophical binges of fancy and self-flagellation appear frequently. The book is complex. It’s worth a close reading if you’d like a fascinating foray into the mind of a modern day beat poet. This one will stick with me.
Rattle and Numb is available through bookshop.org
Listen to an interview with John on GAS.
